Week 15: The Light of the Gospel


May 8, 2017
What is good my beloved friends and family!!
Candid of Sister Ogawa and Me
This week has been awesome. Also super hot...but it's May in AZ, what can ya do? This week Sister Ogawa and I have taken turns saying "I think I'm gonna die" or "I don't know if I can do a summer as a missionary in AZ" and then the other one would say "We got this!!" or "It's not that bad." But then Friday it hit 108 here and both of us were dying. You honestly don't realize how hot you are until you get inside someone's home and become self-aware of how much sweat is on your body....it's a good time.
Last Monday we had Family Home Evening with a part-member family. The wife is a member and the husband is a Methodist. They're awesome. He has a knowledge of the Bible like no one I've ever met. During dinner they asked us why we decided to come on missions, and Sister Ogawa gave her whole story, and I was prepared to tell my short-condensed version that I've grown accustomed to telling on my mission but then the Spirit was like "they need the full thing." So I told them the whole thing. When it came time for the dinner message, we shared a scripture of Christ and bore testimony of why he's important to us and why he's important in each one of our lives. It was one of the times I've felt the spirit the strongest on my mission. As we were leaving, the husband came up to me and said "Sister Jacobson, I just wanted to tell you that you are one of the most articulate young ladies I have ever met, and I think you're an amazing missionary. You're going to do great things and change a lot of lives." and I really almost started crying. That's the first time a non-member has told me that I'm doing well! It is one thing for your mission president, or your fellow-missionaries to tell you that you're doing well and all that...but it's another thing for a non-member to tell you. It was really cool and really humbling, especially knowing that he was able to feel the Spirit as I was talking and that he was able to recognize it!
This week we got a sweet referral from lds.org! His name is W, and his friend referred him to us. We called his friend to find out more information about him and legit the only thing he could tell us is "he has a beard." Cool? What does that tell us about his religious beliefs haha. So we were a little nervous contacting him but we stopped by and he was super open, wanted a Book of Mormon, gave us his phone number and practically begged us to set up a return appointment. We're really excited to meet with him this week and hopefully start teaching him and his wife!
Hahahaha a funny moment this week: So last Sunday out of nowhere this random guy showed up at church. We were standing in the cultural hall and when he walked in we were like...he's definitely not a member. When the meeting started, we went and sat in the row in front of him. After the meeting ended we introduced ourselves and invited him to stay for the last two hours but he told us he had to leave. Then he started talking about some wacky conspiracy theories and he showed us this post he made on Facebook entitled "Proof That Donald Trump Committed Treason Against America" and some other just weird things about this "secret American war" but we were like whatever haha. So we gave him a Book of Mormon with a pass-along card in it with our number on it and didn't really think anything of it. Honestly we give BOMs and our number to so many people and how many of those people do we ever hear from again? Maybe -10. So anyways, we just kinda move on with our week and don't think anything about it. But on Saturday we get a text from a number we don't know going "hey, met you last Sunday. Wanna help me end the war? :)" and we were like...oh no. So we don't reply. He texts us again and starts anti-ing us via text. At this point we're like "OH NO!!!!!!!" and all the panic signals in our brains are going off. But we don't reply again. THEN he texts us a third time and goes "but if you're busy that's cool too." Hahahaha so we didn't reply. It was really funny. It was a thrilling trilogy. He hasn't texted us since. Stay tuned though.
Sister Garner's Birthday Party
Transfer calls were yesterday! I'm staying in Gilbert with Sister Ogawa!! Wooooohoooooooo! We were really worried because of some things President had said earlier in the week...but we were SO happy to hear that we get to stay together. :) We're ready for a transfer filled with lots and lots of miracles!
Transfer 3 Planner (Personal Favorite)
Final story for the week--the theme of yesterday seemed to be light. EVERY message we shared had to do with the light of the gospel. We talked a lot about the relationship between light and dark--how light can penetrate darkness but the darkness can't do the same to the light. We talked about how a campfire is this source of light, and when you're sitting in the light you can't see into the darkness, but when you're sitting in the darkness you can see everything in the light. The closer you get to the source of the light, the more details you can see. We talked about the darkness of the Great Apostasy and how the Restoration of the Gospel of Jesus Christ is a light that is in such strong contrast to that of the Great Apostasy. We talked about how there is no coincidence that the first indication of the Restoration of the fullness of the gospel begins with "I saw a pillar of light." Finally, we talked about how the Gospel of Jesus Christ is the light that can cast any darkness out of our lives. Jesus Christ is the light, and the closer we come to him, the more clearly we'll be able to see the paths that we are meant to take in our individual lives. Jesus Christ and His gospel are the light; how grateful am I to have my life illuminated by it?! I know that any darkness that is in our individual lives can be cast out forever by the light of the gospel. Relying fully and completely on the Savior and following in His footsteps is the ONLY sure way to return to our Father in Heaven safely--I know it, and I'm beyond thankful that I have the opportunity to testify of this every single day of my life.
I love you! Have a good week! See ya on Skype ;)
Sister Jacobson

Old Zone (Bella Vista) Pool Waterfall



Old Zone (Bella Vista) 9 Square

Week 14: The Real Gilbert AZ


May 1, 2017
Hello hello!!
Happy Monday! And Happy May!
This week has been crazy, trying to get to know the new area and all the new members and everything. There are so many new things and so much to figure out...I'm excited for this next week because I think I have my bearings a little bit better now.
Bella Vista Zone's Pictionary Tournament
I thoroughly miss Bella Vista; I miss the dusty-country feel of everything down there! I said last week that I knew this ET was inspired and it was meant to be, but it still didn't make it easy, and it was even truer this week. I didn't realize how difficult it would be trying to get to know a new zone and district two weeks before the transfer ended, and honestly some people weren't too friendly and accepting right at first. So I was a little sad halfway through the week and then the Brangus house came in clutch and sent me letters! I got a sweet letter from Sisters Sorenson, Bradshaw, and Baggaley and it was so encouraging and uplifting and all around exactly what I needed!  And then after that it felt like the zone became a lot more accepting and friendly and everything is fine now. :)
Sis. Sorenson's Posterity
Sister Ogawa is amazing. So the missionaries in Japan found her and her family when she was eight, and her, her two older siblings, and her mom all joined the church. Her dad didn't though. She told me that she lives in the countryside a little bit and it's about one hour by car one way to the church building and there wasn't much fellowship, and it was challenging to try and get to church so her family went less active. She said that they didn't see anyone from the church for like eleven years and when she was 19 the missionaries came to her house and both her and her mom reactivated. She felt really prompted to come on a mission so she prepared for a bit and then came out! She attended BYUH before coming on her mission, and she wants to attend BYU Provo after her mission. :) I love her so much. She's honestly one of the sweetest, most genuine people I've ever met. And she's sooo humble. Oh my gosh she's incredibly humble. This week has been awesome and it's been so clutch having grown up in a home with a parent who served in Japan and a good friend in Japan right now because we've been able to bond over Japan and she told me that she's LOVED being able to talk to me about Japan.
Same Japanese Sticky Notes
So everyone vastly exaggerated how bad her English would be. Haha she's doing great! She's been in America for six months and her English is AWESOME. What I've learned is that her English is good, but she has a really thick Japanese accent that a lot of times people don't understand. This week in our lessons I've noticed that Sister Ogawa will say something and the investigator will look at me, I'll repeat it--exactly the way she worded it--and they'll be like "OHHHH" and then answer the question. Sometimes she knows what she wants to say but she doesn't know the word to say, so I've gotten good at guessing/saying different words until I say the one she wants to use. This week during language hour we practiced teaching the Restoration, but we taught it without using words like "gospel" and "priesthood" and "prophet", something we did in the MTC, and Sister Ogawa loved it. She said it helped her so much and it's forcing her to expand her vocabulary, so she wants to keep doing it and keep practicing with all the lessons! It's been a really good week and I really hope we stay together this next transfer.
Prince Hans, the Bearded Dragon
Honestly not too many pros stories this week because I've just been trying to get to know everyone and everything...but this week we stopped by a LA family who raises bearded dragons, and I held one! That was cool. Also a little weird...I don't like lizards.
We had a cool miracle on my first day in the area, we knocked a potential's, M's, door and she let us in! We taught the Restoration of the gospel--our first lesson as a companionship--and it went really really well. I know M felt the Spirit, because I sure did...and after I told her about the first vision she had trouble speaking. We invited her to read the Book of Mormon and pray about it and she said she would, and she also invited us back next week! She had a lot of questions about missions and why we're missionaries and about the Godhead and we answered all of them. I'm not sure yet if she has real intent, or if she's just seeking to learn more so she can prove us wrong...but we'll teach her the plan of salvation this week and see what happens!
We had another cool miracle where we were biking around and we stopped and OYM'd this guy working on his fence...he didn't seem super interested but we just kept talking with him and finally he opened up and said he's really interested in doing genealogy! We were like ...we can help you with that, and he was like yeah I know...I need to take you up on that. And we told him a bit about the Book of Mormon and he said he'd read it! And then he told us to stop by this week, so we're gonna stop by with a family history pamphlet and teach him about how to use family search and all that.
Sis. Ogawa & Me at the Temple
Also this week the Gilbert zone went to the temple! I was so PUMPED!!! Since I already went with Bella Vista this was my second time this transfer...blessings from the Lord. :) I gained a lot of revelation from the temple this time around and I was so so grateful I got to go, especially with as crazy as this week was!! The Lord's timing is perfect.
Soba!!!
This week we had a lot of exotic food. We had both Korean and Japanese food! We had soba with a Japanese family, which was amazing, and Sister Ogawa has been teaching me the Japanese names of all the food we eat...so that's been really fun. :) When we had soba the family tried to give me a fork and I said "no if I eat Japanese food I'm gonna do it right" haha and they were all very impressed with my chopstick skills. But then Sister Ogawa made me natto the next day and gave me chopsticks to eat it with and I couldn't do it so she ended up feeding me haha! The natto was actually pretty good too! :)
All in all, another good week!
I love you all! Have a stellar week :)
Sister Jacobson

"Mama's Pancake" at Henhouse Cafe





Week 13: The Cure for Heavenly Homesickness


April 24, 2017
HELLLLLLLOOOOOOOO!
Another week, another email! I'm not sure how much time I have today...it's going to be a wild week but I'll just jump right in.

This week was AMAZING down here in Queen Creek. We saw so many miracles!! First story, last p-day we got back home from emailing and we started deep-cleaning our house. We found this 90’s version of Pictionary...so we sat down and started playing. It was SO fun. Some of the words are so 90’s and they're hard to guess haha...like "compact disk" and "turn table" so it's fun to try and draw them so our millennial brains can guess correctly! We had so much fun that there was one night this week all four of us didn't have a dinner appointment so we spent our whole dinner hour playing Pictionary! And today our zone is getting together for a Pictionary tournament!! I'm so excited.
Sis. Ludeman & Me...Boise Represent!
This week I went on an exchange with Sister Ludeman, who is from Meridian! She graduated from Centennial. It was so much fun to sit down and talk all about Boise with her. We have multiple mutual friends and it was also really fun to make different connections and exchange stories about the various people we knew! We were in her area and we had a really fun day and we taught a lot of different people. When we're on exchanges we just ride each other's bikes so I was riding Sister Rowley's bike. Let me tell ya, never underestimate the difference a correctly fitted bike will make. I'm about five inches taller than Sister Rowley and I was dying all day on her small bike haha.
While on exchanges, we got a text from Sister Sorenson saying that her and Sister Rowley had tracted into this less-active/part member family and had found SIX PEOPLE who wanted to be baptized. WHAT A MIRACLE!!! The dad of this family is a member and he recently moved here for work, his family had been taking the missionary lessons in their old area but for one reason or another just hadn't connected with us…And then we tracted into them! They all want to be baptized in the near future, so we're hoping to put them on date for the end of May.
The Last Supper ft. Bro. Mitchell
Friday night was easily one of the best nights of my whole mission. Literally, if every single day on the mission was like Friday night then everyone would be coming on missions. I had a lot of cool experiences with the Holy Ghost.

First, we had an amazing dinner with the Mitchell family (the Joseph Smith actor family), who had volunteered to feed us last minute. We had a super awesome spiritual thought with them, and Brother Mitchell made the comment that "the gospel of Jesus Christ is the cure for heavenly homesickness." That phrase really resonated with me and as we left it was on my mind. As we were biking to our next appointment, we saw this lady sitting outside of her garage watching her daughter so we biked up to her and started talking. She recognized that we were missionaries and started asking us a lot of questions. We asked her if she'd ever read the Book of Mormon and she told us that she had watched “South Park” and had heard a lot of different things about the Book of Mormon from that...and usually when that happens we get anti-d and it's just a bad situation, but then she told us that she didn't think South Park was a reputable source and has always wondered for herself what the Book of Mormon is all about. That opened the door for us to teach her briefly the Restoration of the gospel and about the Book of Mormon. Sister Sorenson told her about the first vision, and recited it...and if there's one thing I've noticed so far on my mission it's that the FASTEST way to bring the spirit into any conversation is by testifying of Christ or merely saying the words "I saw a pillar of light." It was about 100 degrees outside and I felt chills all over my body as we were standing there on the street with her. When we handed the Book of Mormon to her, I felt really strongly that I needed to tell her about the testimony of the three and eight witnesses, and about how many of them turned away from the church at one time or another but none of them denied their testimony. Not typically something you teach during an initial contact, but I told her and she was like "Really? That's amazing. I'm going to go read this right now." And we set up a return appointment. Super cool.
Then we got to our next appointment, which was with this Less-Active family who has an over-age youth son, L, who isn't baptized because he's afraid of water. We were struggling with trying to plan this lesson because we were like "how do we casually ask if we can baptize their son..." haha but we had prayed earlier and felt that we needed to share with them the story of Alma the Younger and read from the Book of Mormon. As the lesson began we were telling the kids all about the story, and then we read from the Book of Mormon. Halfway through the chapter I looked over and the mom was crying, usually a good sign. After we finished we asked what she thought and she said "earlier this week I was looking up 'sin' on lds.org and I was directed to this story. It's crazy to me that you picked this story to teach on this evening because it has already been on my mind so much this week. Every time you come over I'm reminded of this hole in my life that I don't know how to feel." Brother Mitchell's words came back into my mind and I said "The gospel of Jesus Christ is the cure for heavenly homesickness" and she was like "Wow...you're right." and then she opened up to us about all these various trials in her life that have popped up in the past year and we had this amazing lesson all about repentance and how we can be forgiven of our sins. We weren't even going to bring up the question of baptism, but right before we closed she said "Oh, by the way, L's decided that he'll be baptized in July, when his brother is, because he doesn't think the water will be as scary if his brother is there with him." We left and were like wow, the Lord has blessed us significantly this evening.
But then! We had another lesson. This was with another over-age youth, H, who we took to the Easter pageant. She is awesome. I love her so much, and we decided to read from the Book of Mormon the story of the Anti-Nephi-Lehies and talk about the importance of "burying our weapons of war." She loved it and the lesson went really well. We closed and were getting ready to leave, but as we went to stand up from the couch Sister Sorenson and I looked at each other and sat back down. Then Sister Sorenson just straight goes "H...why aren't you baptized??" and H really opened up to us about her dad and about how she's scared to even ask him if she can be baptized because she knows he'll be angry with her and maybe not talk to her anymore. It was so heartbreaking, because she really truly wants to be baptized but she's scared of what will happen to her if she is. We comforted her and promised her that her dad's heart would be softened and she would one day be able to be baptized.
So yeah, Friday night was amazing. When we got home I was writing in my journal and I wrote the phrase "the Lord is far better to us than we deserve." Earlier in the day on Friday, Sister Sorenson and I had been a little frustrated because none of our investigators were texting us back and we were just tired of being ghosted. When we went out to work that evening we didn't have the best attitude, but we showed just a little bit of effort and He rewarded us BEYOND comprehension. Man...it's like you give the Lord a piece of bread and he gives it back as toast...and then you give that back to him and he gives it back BUTTERED. No matter what you give to the Lord, He will always bless you with far more than you deserve.
However, Friday night was also a little bittersweet. I mentioned earlier that I had a lot of cool experiences with the Holy Ghost. Many of these came in lessons, but after every lesson I heard, clear as if someone was talking to me, the words "You will not see the fruits of these labors." I just brushed it off and kept working, but it made me a little uneasy.
2 1/2(ish) Months as Companions
I had known that there was something stirring in the waters this week because of various news traveling around the mission...but Saturday night the answer to this prompting came through a call from President. He talked on the phone with Sister Sorenson for a while and then she handed the phone to me. When I answered he said "Sister Jacobson, I'm going to ask you to do something very difficult for me," and then explained that he wanted me to forgo my last two weeks of training in order to be a part of an Emergency Transfer. And I agreed.

So what's happening is pretty complicated, but basically across the mission there is a Sister who was visa waiting and she found out her visa is never going to come, so she was reassigned to a different mission where she could speak her assigned language. Her companion is from Japan and doesn't speak English very well. So I'm being transferred to be this Japanese sister's companion. Sister Sorenson will be a solo missionary for a week; until Sister Bradshaw leaves for Jamaica (she got her visa!!). When Sister Bradshaw leaves, Sister Baggaley and Sister Sorenson will be companions for the last week of the transfer and they will cover all six of our wards together.
After I hung up the phone from talking to President I just started crying. I didn't realize how much I'd grown to love these wards and these people until I knew that I was going to be leaving them. And then yesterday at church I didn't realize how much the wards loved me until they found out I was leaving. It was brutal. I knew that the odds of me staying in Bella Vista for another transfer were slim, but leaving two weeks early is super sad. But I know that it is right, and I know that it's happening now for a reason. Yesterday President called again to make sure I was still on board and he told me that all four of the Assistants, himself and Sister Wheeler, as well as Sister Ogawa and Sister Warner had all prayed about it and felt right about it, and I told him that Sister Sorenson and I felt right about it as well. Knowing it is right though doesn't change the fact that I'm still sad about leaving the area. That's the hard thing about trusting the Lord; knowing it's His will and having to humble yourself enough to be willing to follow Him.
However, I'm going to Sister Sorenson's old area!! I'm going north to the Gilbert Zone, in the smack dab center of Gilbert. Sister Ogawa is from Hiroshima, Japan....the only Japanese sister in our mission! I've heard that she will change my life. People in the mission say "try and be like Sister Ogawa...because being like Jesus is too hard, we need stepping stones." Also Sister Sorenson trained Sister Ogawa, so it'll be a pretty smooth transition. I'm so excited to be her companion, and I've heard amazing things about this area. My guess is that Sister Ogawa and I will stay together next transfer, but we'll find out in two weeks!
So yeah, that's my week…pretty amazing, and pretty crazy as well! This week's going to be even crazier! I love and miss you all!
Sister Jacobson
Baby Bird Rescue w/Less-Active Member

Baby Bird Rescue w/Less-Active Member

Missionary Humor w/Sister Rowley




Week 12: Lice and Food Poisoning


April 17, 2017

HELLLLLOOOOO!!!!

It's been another FANTASTIC week here in Arizona!!

Bella Vista Zone Sisters at the Temple
This week I had my STL exchange with Sister Cedeño. We were in my area and I led out. We saw a super cool miracle! I was SHOCKED because every single time I've ever led out in my area we've spent the whole day knocking doors and never getting in anywhere and it's like the longest day of all time. It's kind of a complicated miracle to explain but I'll do my best. So I felt prompted to stop by this Former Investigator, M, we've been trying to get in with for weeks...and we knocked on her door and she let us in! When she invited us inside I about fell over I couldn't believe it, that was seriously my first time ever getting in with anyone while leading out in my area, haha. We spent some time getting to know her and figuring out if she was interested, and we invited her to baptism! She told us she had some concerns but if she found out that the church was true for herself then she would be baptized. Score. We invited her to the Easter Pageant and she said that she had already promised Sister Olsen (a sister who served in my area for nine months and who got home from her mission in November) that she would go with her, because Sister Olsen is in town visiting! We were like okay well we'd love to go too...and she said she'd talk with Sister Olsen about it. I was really frustrated and I was like man I just wish we could talk to Sister Olsen!! But we set up a return appointment and got her phone number and left. By this point it was getting to be time to bike to our other ward for dinner...but I kept feeling like it wasn't time to leave yet. I had no idea who else to stop by...I kept looking at the Ward list and looking at our plan for the day and just no one felt right. Finally I just felt the Spirit go "pick an address that's south and head there." and I was like okay...we'll do that. So Sister Cedeño and I start biking and within maybe fifty feet there's two people sitting in their garage, so I decide that I need to go talk to them. As I'm pulling into the driveway I hear someone go "MISSIONARIES!!" and I was like what the heck?? This never happens! And I look closer and it was SISTER OLSEN!! She was sitting in this garage talking with this Less-Active/Recent Convert, who we've been trying to get in with since the beginning of our time here in Bella Vista! I was so pumped, but I played it cool. I told Sister Olsen about M and told her to text her and figure something out about the Easter pageant, and then let us know. Then I spent the rest of the time talking with this LA/RC and getting to know him. It was awesome! This was such a testament to me that the Spirit is in charge of everything in this work.

What 30 min of AZ Biking Does to the Hair
Diclaimer: We did not actually get lice, and we did not actually get food poisoning. Haha here's the story....this week when I was with Sister Cedeño, her and Sister Sorenson had ZLC in the morning, so I was out proselytizing with Sister Showalter, Sister Cedeño's companion. (Sorry if this is confusing) When Sister Showalter and I got back from proselytizing, Sister Cedeño and Sister Sorenson were freaking out because during ZLC Sister Sorenson had found a bug in Sister Cedeño’s hair! Sister Sorenson had lice at the beginning of her mission and she was like "This bug looked like it was lice." So all four of us went home and Sister Sorenson checked all of us for lice, and we were all panicking, haha. Luckily, there were no more bugs and it was just a fluke....but we were all really concerned for a good hour or so.

Face Masks & Bonding
And then food poisoning...I don't know what it was but I think it might have been worse than food poisoning. I've been so sick this week. We had dinner Friday night with this awesome family and they fed us hamburgers. But they were like everything hamburgers...they had the bun, the onions, the cheese, potatoes, and eggs all inside the meat. It was so good! After dinner we went to the Easter pageant again with a different investigator and halfway through the pageant Sister Sorenson and I were dying. Our stomachs were NOT happy. Driving home from the pageant we were SO sick. We went to bed and in the middle of the night I woke up and I was really nauseous so I went and threw up...but didn't feel any better. That's never happened to me before!! Usually when I throw up I feel fine, but I could literally just feel this burger sitting in my stomach. When we woke up on Saturday, Sister Sorenson was fine but I was so, so sick. Luckily we had a service activity that was indoors so I didn't have to be outside for too long, but all day proselytizing I was in so much pain. I didn't eat anything for like two days and it was hard for me to even drink water...it was bad. But I think I'm on the uphill...at least I hope I'm on the uphill! Haha. 

Where is Alexa Gray?
The Easter pageant again on Friday night was awesome though! As missionaries it's really easy for us to pull strings to get better seats for our investigators...so we got really great seats for our investigator, H, and then we sat a little further back. But that actually ended up being super legit because we sat directly behind ALEXA GRAY. Man, my volleyball mind was going wild…but my missionary mind told me to play it cool. I took a sneaky picture to prove it though. Some things never change. Haha, in all seriousness, H had a great time! She's an OAY, and her dad is anti, so that's why she's not baptized. On Saturday night I felt like we needed to stop by her house and Sister Sorenson was worried because the last time we'd tried to stop by we'd accidentally woke her mom up...but we had an awesome lesson with her and followed up with how the Easter pageant was. H told us her favorite part was "how much she could feel Christ's love" and we were like "shoot our favorite part was the sheep." Haha, just kidding, my favorite song Friday night was when Jesus healed all the people. But we invited her and her mom (who's less-active) to church yesterday and they came!! IT was really exciting. Actually, this week we set a comp goal to get four investigators to church and we met it! We had four investigators at church yesterday and it was AWESOME. 

Sorenson & Me at the Gilbert Temple
We also got to go to the temple this week! That was crazy because we were told we'd get to go to the temple every other transfer, but apparently it's once a quarter...so we got to go again! I love the temple, and I love the peace it brings into my life. :)

That's about what I got...have a good week! Love you!

Sister Jacobson 





Sassy at the Temple
Bunny Run Over by Sorenson & the Malibu