April 3, 2017
Hello!!
This week is exciting because I'm finally in the
double-digit weeks! Actually, I think this should technically be week 11
because I missed a P-day when traveling to the field...but it's okay, I'm in
the double digits now for sure!
6 of the 8 Bella Vista Zone Sisters |
Our only full proselytizing day was Thursday, which also happened to be my birthday! Not going to lie, it was a rough day. On Wednesday we got a call on the way home from district meeting and it was our dinner for Thursday night, cancelling. When we got home I went into the bathroom and cried lol that was our only set appointment for Thursday. I was suuuuper bummed about not having a member dinner on my birthday. But I got over it and I was like whatever looks like I'm having pb&j on my birthday (we never buy dinner food because we always have dinners so I only had lunch food). I was sad on Thursday but I realized that I was only sad because I was comparing it to my birthday last year...halfway through the day I was like, "Sister Sorenson...you mean to tell me that a cute boy doesn't sing to you EVERY year on your birthday?!" hahaha. The most trash moment was when we street contacted someone who was like, "I wish that you Mormons didn't exist...in fact I wish both of you were never born," and I was just standing there, on a day that people usually celebrate my existence, having someone tell me they wished I didn't exist and was just feeling really sad. So that was pretty rough, but then we went home for dinner and Sister Sorenson knew that I was sad because of that street contact so she made me an Arepa (a traditional Venezuelan pancake) and we put a candle in it (but we lost our lighter so we couldn't light it lol) and she sang me happy birthday and I opened all my presents. It was really low-key and really quiet, but it was still a good birthday. I gained a really big appreciation for my companion. I was really, really grateful in that moment that Sister Sorenson and I are more of friends than companions, because she's a huge reason that my birthday ended up being so great!
My Birthday Crown |
Thanks for the Toblerone, Callisters' |
Wearing my new Birthday Dresses |
I don't have many proselytizing stories...but on Wednesday
night we felt inspired to tract this one street...and we ran into this super
awesome member and he told us to go knock on this one door. So we did and the
guy has been less active since he was like 15 but he's been asking a lot of
questions about the Book of Mormon so we were able to answer a lot of his
questions. We will meet with him this week, and he has a daughter who is a
potential for our YSA ward! Funny story with him though: he was telling us that
this spirit lives in his house...and he goes, "I know it's the Holy Ghost.
One night it was making noise and I told it to knock once if it was the Holy Ghost
and it knocked once!! And then later it JUMPED on me and pinned me down!!"
Haha…We were like...shoot how do we tell him that the Holy Ghost does not do
things like that...we got to get the Elders over here hahaha. We'll clear that up
in the near future.
Clancey, Our Tour Guide at RRR |
Miner's Town at RRR |
Rockin' R Ranch |
One more funny story about obedience...we had dinner with a
family this week and their sixteen year old son tried to hug me and I about had
a panic attack....I like ran away haha.
Sorenson & Me at BYU...try to find me |
Now for the good stuff...we had Zone Conference this week
and it was all about developing the faith to find new investigators. I love
President and Sister Wheeler. I know that a huge reason why I'm called to serve
in this mission is because of President Wheeler. Zone Conference was
amazing...we talked a lot about filtering all of our actions through the
Doctrine of Christ, and developing faith to find, even unto miracles. We talked
about how our mission is a "high expectation, high love mission"
which means that we will experience miracles if we have high expectations for
our investigators and we love them as much as we possibly can. There was this
really cool graph that he showed that shows what happens when we have high love
and low expectations...and basically it's just a social club. And then going
the opposite way when there are low expectations and low love there is
rebellion. High expectations and low love leads to deviance and disobedience. I
didn't do a very good job of explaining it but it was an awesome training.
Bella Vista Zone |
Just this week I told someone that one of the most important things we can learn to do is reject the natural man and learn to be in the world but not of the world. They said, "You're only saying that because you're a missionary." haha and I was like no!! I'm majoring in advertising when I go home...I literally will take a swan dive straight into the natural man and the world. It's important. And I'm not just saying that because I'm a missionary. Sure, as a missionary we're placed in a little glass box as far away from the world as we can get. I literally feel like the world is in a box and I'm in a box and we're just staring at each other. I feel like I'm this objective third party and I can just stand back and watch all the sneaky ways that Satan works...and it's important to recognize so we know how to reject it. I loved how often the scripture was shared that says "be of good cheer; I have overcome the world." That is EXACTLY what Christ's Atonement is all about...He suffered so we don't have to.
Another huge take-away that I had is that I need to gain a
bigger heart. I need to be like the Grinch and have my heart grow three sizes
too big, haha. I just need to work on loving people more! Life is so much
easier when you love everyone without asking questions. I also really want to
take Elder Nelson's advice and study the 57 entries about Jesus Christ in the
topical guide. If it made an Apostle of the Lord a different man...then imagine
what it could do for an apostle of the Lord like me! :) (Fun fact...there are
only a handful of full-time servants of the Lord: the general authorities...and
the full-time missionaries. Our call to serve is the same, they're just
Apostles with a capital A, we're apostles with a lower-case a.) :)
This week we get to go to the Mesa
Temple Easter pageant with an investigator!!! We are soooo excited. I'll make
sure to write all about it next week. :)
Anyways...that's what I got! Not too crazy of a week...a lot
of personal reflection and growth though! I love you!
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