Week 46: Be One Hundred Percent Responsible


December 11, 2017
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Transfer 7 in the books!
Hope everyone's had a great week! With transfers, MLC, and Mesa Lights this week we had a crazy busy week...and this transfer's lined up to be super busy as well so it's going to fly by. To start off, transfer news! My new companion is...SISTER SMALL!! She's from a small town in Washington called Royal City and she's been on her mission for just shy of eleven months. We were in the MTC together and we are super excited to be companions! Our MTC companions are also companions so we're just having a blast re-living the MTC haha. She's a great missionary and we know it's inspired that we're companions together in this area right now. Sister Small was actually in this area for six weeks at the very beginning of her mission before the areas in Desert Ridge were realigned. That means that she knows two of our four wards really well! It's been super nice because we've been able to jump in to this transfer with both feet, since she already knows fifty percent of our area! Also, Sister Small is allergic to corn, dairy, and cane sugar AKA everything I like/everything missionaries are ever fed so this week has been amazing. I never knew that the people in the Arizona Gilbert Mission were capable of making salads!!! It has been very impressive and a much needed change in diet for me and Sister Utsch. After months of casseroles and enchiladas we are very excited to eat fresh leafy greens every night! Thus far the trio life is good. We feel like a mob cruising through the streets of our area, and we think that people are a little intimidated when three of us ride into their driveway and start talking to them...but overall it's been fun. Sister Utsch goes home a week from tomorrow and I'm really going to miss being her companion.
Best tri-panionship
Last Monday L received a priesthood blessing! The past few weeks as Sister Utsch and I have been pondering ways to help L, we've thought multiple times about asking her if she wanted a blessing. The last time we met with her we finally asked if she wanted a blessing and she said yes! The blessing was amazing. The Spirit was so strong, and the YSA bro who offered the blessing was so in tune with what she needed. It was amazing sitting there, knowing everything that she's gone through as she's been investigating the gospel, and knowing where she was at, and hearing a Priesthood holder who knew some, but not a lot, of her story say exactly what she needed at that time. The Priesthood is real. Over and over in the blessing he just emphasized trusting in the Lord--trusting His timing, His will, His servants, His gospel, and the answers she's already received. It was so simple, but at the same time so profound. I know she was definitely touched. We have a lesson with her tonight and we are excited to hear her thoughts on the blessing!
We also had a lesson with Le this week. I've taught her three times since being in Desert Ridge and up until this week she's honestly been one of the flakiest investigators I've ever met haha. This week we were thrilled because we showed up to this lesson and she had actually kept the commitment to read the Book of Mormon! She was on 1 Nephi 17. She told us that she keeps feeling a "pull" from the book, something that is telling her to read it. We had a great lesson on the Book of Mormon, and we were able to help her see that this "pull" that she's feeling is the Holy Ghost telling her to keep reading. Also as we kept talking she realized that she's gained a small testimony of the Book of Mormon. She was so excited to keep reading it! We're hoping to have another lesson this week.
This week we had a couple of lessons with the K family. On Thursday they had us over for dinner and we had a Christmas lesson. We talked about the attributes of Jesus Christ and how we can try and be like Him. We talked about how we will never be perfect like Him, but how even our littlest effort is good enough for the Lord, and He blesses us for our efforts. We also talked about how Jesus Christ set the example for us. The Spirit was really strong. At the end of the lesson we asked LK if he wanted to be baptized and he said, "SO BAD!!!!" Haha I wish all investigators would respond that way! CK said, "Well, I would love to see him be baptized with his father..." and then MK said, "Yeah I'll be baptized...I've been feeling like I need to be for a while now." CK started crying and was sooo happy. We put LK on date tentatively for December 23!! That is very soon, but he's ready. He knows everything he needs to and he loves coming to church.

We are unsure about when MK will be able to be baptized....I can't remember what I have and have not shared about the K family so I guess just a brief back-story: MK was raised in the church but never really had a testimony. When MK and CK were married MK was Less-Active and CK wasn't a member. About six years ago they reactivated and CK was baptized. They were like a powerhouse couple in the ward, but they had a few really big concerns that were unresolved. One of these was whether or not the prophets and the apostles were really called of God. CK fasted and prayed for two years to receive a testimony of the prophet, and felt like she received an answer that he was not a prophet. She was really upset by this, but she and MK felt a strong desire to go to the temple and be sealed so they kept working towards that. Around two years ago they were still struggling with various things, the word of wisdom being the biggest thing, and the bishop told them that they could not have a temple recommend as long as they continued abusing various substances. This was the breaking point for MK, and since they were already struggling with the line of authority, MK removed his records from the church. They stopped coming to church and for a really long time MK was super anti. It's crazy because you talk to the missionaries who served in this area just a year ago and they will tell you that the meanest person to them was MK. But around a year ago, MK started seeking direction in his life. He started praying. He had a couple of really cool dreams, where a man gave him a Book of Mormon and told him to read it. Initially, he refused to read it, but one day...about eight months ago...as he was driving along the side of the road, he saw a sister missionary wipe out on her bike really bad. He says that he thought about that sister missionary nonstop for multiple days. He was so worried that she was hurt, and he says that he realized that the reason why he was so worried is because he knew that she was a set-apart representative of the Lord, Jesus Christ. Get this...that missionary...the one who crashed her bike...was Sister Small! As a result of her crashing her bike, MK gained a testimony that the missionaries are servants of the Lord. This opened the door for the next set of missionaries to get into the K home and start teaching them. During one of our lessons with them, their home teacher left a commitment that has literally changed their lives. He said, "Take the good of the gospel, and run with it. The rest will straighten itself out." Ever since, they have come to church every Sunday. It's been over four months. They read the scriptures, they pray together, and for the first time in his life, MK has a testimony of the gospel of Jesus Christ. He wants to be re-baptized!!

MK met with the bishop yesterday to begin the process of re-baptism. From what we understand, it should be a pretty painless process considering the circumstances in which he removed his records...but obviously we don't know the specifics because that's not entirely in our stewardship. We went by last night, and they brought up the same old concerns. CK is really frustrated about the line of authority...she's angry that MK has to meet with the bishop...she's upset about the organization of the church...etc. It was a really intense lesson. However, the difference between these concerns two years ago and these concerns today is that now they have a testimony of the gospel of Jesus Christ. They've felt the Spirit in settings that matter, and as a result their hearts are softened. MK is going to continue to meet with the bishop, and we are hopeful that he will continue to be humble. We are also hopeful that CK will soften her heart. Nowhere do I feel the mantle of a missionary more than in the K home. I testify that the mantle is real. I know that missionaries are called of God. The authority that we have is real. I promise you, we are sure as heck not trained on how to deal with situations like this. I am not equipped to help them resolve these concerns. Half the time the only thing I know how to do is bear testimony! But as we are sitting in their home and they are asking rapid-fire questions...I feel the Spirit come over me and I am able to be a conduit for Him. I am able to get out of the Lord's way and let Him do His work, through me. I have a testimony of this work. I know that it is the Lord's. No one knows His children better than Him. Countless times on my mission I've been sitting in lessons and scriptures I didn't even know I knew come into my mind and it's exactly what the person needs. I've felt of His love for His children so deep and so poignant, and I have such a deep-rooted testimony of the reality of His love. Last night as the K family were freaking out, we had the opportunity to tell them that Sister Small was the missionary who crashed her bike in front of MK. They both started crying. MK said, "Thank you for being a catalyst in the road of my conversion." and we were able to testify of the evidence of God's love. The Lord knew that this point was going to be critical for the K’s. He knew that they would need something to help them to trust Him...why else would Sister Small come back to an area that she's already served in?? It's for them. It's the coolest thing. Please keep them in your prayers. They are so close.
Nativity at the Mesa Temple
This week we also had MLC. Of all the MLCs I've attended I think this one was my favorite. We read a talk by Lynn G. Robbins given at a BYU devotional in August called "Be 100 Percent Responsible." Probably one of the best non-apostle talks I've ever read. In the talk, Elder Robbins talks about "doctrinal pairs" that the adversary tries to divide in our lives....things like mercy and justice, faith and works, and agency and responsibility. For the purposes of MLC we talked a ton about agency and responsibility, and how the two need to go hand in hand. It was all about accountability, which is something that I've been thinking a lot about! It was a life-changing meeting and I would strongly invite everyone to read that devotional and ponder how Satan is dividing doctrinal pairs in your life!
I love you all! Have a great week!
Sister Jacobson

Link to referenced talk: https://speeches.byu.edu/talks/lynn-g-robbins_be-100-percent-responsible/


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