Week 43: “What Manner of Men Ought Ye to Be?”


November 20, 2017

Hello everyone!

Yet another week has come and gone! This week wasn't quite as exciting as last week, but that's okay...sometimes the Lord needs to humble us. ;) 

Me and my bike
To be honest, this week was really tough on multiple levels. Sister Utsch and I had a period of like four days where we didn't talk to anyone. No joke, every door we knocked on no one was home. We would try to talk to people on the street, and they would ignore us or pretend like they didn't hear us. And as if that wasn't difficult, no one was texting us back! We were texting all of our investigators, trying to get appointments, and none were texting us back. We were texting recent converts, just checking in on them to see how they were doing, and none were texting us back. We even texted the ZLs with a question and they didn't text us back!! It was so frustrating. How the heck are we supposed to do missionary work if we can't talk to anyone or teach any lessons?!?

Something else that was a bit disheartening...the only people we could find that seemed to want to talk to us this week were antis! So as a result, this week I talked to more antis than I have my entire mission. And I think overall, the antis I talked to this week were the meanest, nastiest ones I have encountered. I will spare you all the details, but let's just say that I have never been more personally attacked. It was pretty awful. Sister Utsch and I weren't necessarily upset about the things that were said to us; if you worried about every little thing that is said to you as a missionary then you wouldn't last in the field very long haha. We were more upset about the people that they were coming from. The majority of the antis we talked to were members of different faiths, claiming to be Christian people.  Something that has surprised me my whole mission is the sheer amount of people who tell everyone they're Christian and then turn around and do something un-Christ-like. The idea of being Christian is to emulate the Savior in all that you think, do, and say. I highly doubt that Christ would yell at a person for merely believing differently than Him. In 3 Nephi 27:27, Christ poses the question, "What manner of men ought ye to be?" And I think He meant it as a rhetorical question, because He immediately answers, "Verily I say unto you, even as I am." In order to be as Christ is, we must become better at accepting others as they are, instead of imposing our own personal judgments upon them. Just some food for thought. 

Exchanges with Sis. Klinke!
This week I had an opportunity to go on exchanges with Sister Klinke! She is in her third transfer and is an incredible missionary. Literally, you will never meet anyone happier than Sister Klinke! We taught a lesson to a super golden investigator of theirs. It was their second lesson with her, and she'd already received an answer about the Book of Mormon and Joseph Smith. Her biggest concern was feeling accepted and we were able to testify of God's love for all of His children and put her on date for baptism December 18th!

We picked up a new investigator, K, this week! She came to a lesson with L a few weeks ago, and she used to investigate the church a few years ago, and she is super awesome so we are excited to be able to teach her again! She told us that she has lost much of her testimony as a result of not attending church, not praying consistently, slacking on scripture study, and not meeting with the missionaries. We decided to start the lessons over with her. We talked about God's love for us and how He hears all of our prayers and she committed to pray to know of God's love for her. 

We had a lesson with D this week, but I was on exchanges so I missed it. Sister Utsch taught dispensations in great detail and said that he still doesn't understand it. In addition, she says that she is unsure if he has real intent. She said that at the end of the lesson she asked him if he had any questions and he said, "Why are Mormon girls so pretty?" Haha...so now we are trying to decide if he's just saying that, or if it's legit a problem. Stay tuned haha. 

Spot the dog
We also saw T for the first time in a LONG time this week! We stopped by her house briefly and talked with her and her husband. She apologized for being MIA, and promised to have us over for dinner soon. We were able to share a scripture with her and her husband, and he was totally engaged in the conversation! He had a bad experience with religion when he was younger so every time we come over, he's either at work, or leaves the room. It was massive progress that he was present in the room, let alone conversing with us! Little baby steps!

We had another lesson with T (not to be confused with the previous paragraph’s T) this week! The Mesa sisters tried to send her teaching record to us, but they didn't have her complete address...so the teaching record is lost in cyberspace somewhere. Good times. We had to plan our lesson with no teaching record, with no idea what she had/hadn't been taught, so we decided to teach about temples! It was a great lesson. She is so awesome. She was so excited to be able to go to the temple following her baptism! She explained to us that she wants to be baptized the first week of January to start the new year off right, which is a pretty good reason, so we are probably going to leave her baptismal date in January. 

This week we weren't able to meet with L. She was crazy busy this week...but we saw her at church yesterday! She's definitely struggling with telling her family about her baptism. It's so heartbreaking because she wants it so bad, and she's so ready, but she wants her family to support her decision. I can't imagine what it would be like. It would be so hard to continually maintain the faith in an environment that is unsupportive.  Overall, I think that she's just feeling pretty alone right now...I wish that she could see all of the people that are behind her! Every Sunday, Sister Utsch and I are blown away by the amount of people that come up to us and ask how she's doing, and ask how they can help her, or tell us how awesome she is, or tell us how impressed they are by her testimony. Throughout the week even, we have people asking us how she's doing. I know that Satan is really working on her right now because she is going to be such a force for good in the world. Please, please, please keep her in your prayers! 

This week we received a hilarious text from the K family. It was the devil emoji followed by the middle finger emoji. We were pretty confused, and then three minutes later we got another text that said, "Sorry. Wrong person." Hahaha, when we met with them last night they were SO embarrassed. Turns out, MK was trying to send that to CK, because apparently it's an inside joke. We had a pretty good laugh together. Last night our lesson was on the Ten Commandments. The Spirit was so strong. That family is amazing. They are progressing SO well. LK is going to be able to be baptized soon.

AZ being AZ
I love seeing the application of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. The change that this gospel brings in people is indescribable. This isn't something you can make up; no human being could conceive a pattern of belief as universal as the gospel of Jesus Christ. This gospel is from God. I know it. There's no other logical explanation for it; He loves us, so He provided us with a way to change and to grow. Sister Utsch and I read a talk from a 1980 Thomas S. Monson talk this week, and this quote was found right towards the end of it:

"Many of you have traveled long in a personal quest for that which rings true. The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints sends forth to you an earnest appeal. Open your doors to the missionaries. Open your minds to the word of God. Open your hearts, even your very souls, to the sound of that still, small voice which testifies of truth. As the prophet Isaiah promised: “Thine ears shall hear a word … saying, This is the way, walk ye in it.”

Africa living room
I know that the Lord is constantly reaching out to us; He wants nothing more than for us to return and live with Him someday. I know that this gospel is truly the way the Lord has given us to walk back to Him. This knowledge is a blessing, and makes me happy beyond belief. 

We are so excited for Thanksgiving this week! We aren't allowed to proselyte, but we can visit people if they invite us, so we are going to eat three dinners haha. I think I am going to stop eating tomorrow in order to prepare my body. Haha, just kidding. We are eating with a less-active family in our area, with a part-member recent convert family in Sister Utsch's last area, and an awesome active family in our area! We are humbled by the generosity of these families in inviting us over to share their Thanksgiving with them! We are so blessed to be able to serve such amazing people. 

I love you all! Have a great week and HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! :) 

Sister Jacobson 
AZ being AZ
Africa living room
$10 6' tree and a floating head








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